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Wednesday, July 21, 2010
the reason why i love you... music

The passion that i have inside for u words cant discribe no one can take that away from us.SINCE BIRTH you have been with me by my side never letting me go.TO hear you alone makes me happy, smile bring joy to my life.. without you sometimes my life feels unbearable the urge i have for. when no one is listening you are there like a trearsure chest you hold many of my paragons.although you are not human and i can only hear your sweet sounds u understand me the most (MUSIC)....................
Monday, May 31, 2010
AS a female your image can be a very important thing to you. the we you walk,talk, dress just the way that you present your self to others. Many times we point out flaws that no one else sees but us. We are our worst cretics and i mean that.. Speaking for myself i know this for a fact, because i believe that i am my worst cretic. For example to me nothing on my body is never good enough because of the marks on my skin.. i would love to have flawless skin like many other people, but thats just something that i know i would never get. well thats what i think... I have 3 friends who are females and just like me they judge themseleves real harshly at times.In fact its not only them it's many females i know. Watching TV and seeing what the media protrays as beauty often gets the best of us. Some of us are very open about our insecurities and some of us are not..Secretly hating ourself and telling no one because we think that it is the best thing to do until oneday we break and cant take no more of the pain.... it is rear that you find a confident female
Sunday, March 7, 2010
In my own skin
our skin is something that we have to live with for the rest of our life, it's either we love it or hate it. Well with me it is a love hate thing with my skin.. As a child i developed eczema which caused discoloration of my skin. i really dont like to see it at times, sometimes i just want to cry becuse i know all what i try it would not go away. people say to just get over it at times but it is easy for them to say...when it is summer time and teenage girls like myself are wearing cute summer dresses and skirts it pains me because i cant do the same without feeling uncomfortable. but it is what it is i will just have to make the best of it..
Monday, February 22, 2010
DEAR LOVE
DEAR LOVE,
IT'S SAD THAT I THOUGHT U WAS SOMETHING DIFFERENT . I BEILEVED THAT WE PROBABLY WOULD OF HAVE SOMETHING REAL BUT I GUESS I WAS JUST TOO BLIND TO SEE THE LIE THAT WAS INFRONT OF ME.... I THOUGHT IT WAS WRONG OF ME TO JUDGE YOU WITH ALL YOUR FLAWS BECAUSE NO ONE IS PERFECT.... WHEN I TELL U I TRY TO GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND U JUST KEEP REPLAYING LIKE A DVD STUCK ON REWIND ......IT PAINS ME BECAUSE I WANT NO MORE OF U IN MY LIFE.. I GAVE U AN INVICTION NOTICE BUT YOU REFUSE TO LET ME BE. I DONT WANT TO SAY THAT I HATE YOU BUT...........................................????????? BEFORE I MET YOU I WAS FINE!!!lEAVE ME LET ME BE I AM TIRED OF THIS I AM TIRED OF THIS ADDICTION I HAVE FOR U........PLEASE PLEASE I CRY JUST, JUST FREE ME FROM MY HURT AND PAIN FROM YOU...FEEL ME, BREATH ME HEAR WHERE I AM COMING FROM...HAVE SOME SYMPATHY FOR MY BROKEN HEART.........................
IT'S SAD THAT I THOUGHT U WAS SOMETHING DIFFERENT . I BEILEVED THAT WE PROBABLY WOULD OF HAVE SOMETHING REAL BUT I GUESS I WAS JUST TOO BLIND TO SEE THE LIE THAT WAS INFRONT OF ME.... I THOUGHT IT WAS WRONG OF ME TO JUDGE YOU WITH ALL YOUR FLAWS BECAUSE NO ONE IS PERFECT.... WHEN I TELL U I TRY TO GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND U JUST KEEP REPLAYING LIKE A DVD STUCK ON REWIND ......IT PAINS ME BECAUSE I WANT NO MORE OF U IN MY LIFE.. I GAVE U AN INVICTION NOTICE BUT YOU REFUSE TO LET ME BE. I DONT WANT TO SAY THAT I HATE YOU BUT...........................................????????? BEFORE I MET YOU I WAS FINE!!!lEAVE ME LET ME BE I AM TIRED OF THIS I AM TIRED OF THIS ADDICTION I HAVE FOR U........PLEASE PLEASE I CRY JUST, JUST FREE ME FROM MY HURT AND PAIN FROM YOU...FEEL ME, BREATH ME HEAR WHERE I AM COMING FROM...HAVE SOME SYMPATHY FOR MY BROKEN HEART.........................
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Life!!
what is life? A question i ask myself often.
my answer to myself is always the samething.
Life is created to be a task, a task that some of us just cant handle.
Many times we feel the need to give up but that's just how it is design to make us feel that
way. For years and years i have found myself crying and crying,but then i woke up and i realized that life is just full of obstacles. Obstacles that would be there until the day I die.Some might be for a moment and some might be life changing... We just have to make the best of it and live loife for what it is!
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